I’m all EMO and shit …

16 Jun

I’m in a funk.  

I’ve created a chain reaction of negativity in my life … one bad thing happened and I started analyzing every other aspect and pointing out everything that is wrong with it.  I’m well aware that this is all in my head and I know that I’m the only one that can control my feelings.  In all honesty though, I’ve been trying really hard to make positive choices and take necessary steps that will help me feel better about my shitty mood, but this dark rain cloud is just sitting over my head and my heart and it won’t go away.

I’m starting to feel sorry for my friends because I feel like I’m becoming that “Negative Friend”.  Everytime you talk to me I’m just grumpy or grouchy or complaining about something.  Even some of my co-workers have made comments that I’ve been “down” and “melancholy” lately.  Understandable, since when I’m at work, I’m not motivated at all.  I just sit and stare at my computer screen all day.  At home, my family is always asking me what’s wrong.  My usual answer is nothing. 

I’m just BLAH!  Hopefully this passes soon.  I listen to this song though, and it makes me feel better 🙂

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